I always get the feeling that you're searching for something. And it's wonderful for one to follow their dreams, but never forget to love life along the way. A lot of people have trouble finding happiness as if it's some elusive thing, and people get tired of day-to-day living, but if they'd only enjoy what they already have, they would know happiness in its purest form. Love your life, as it now is. Look for things to be thankful for every day.